ijo li moku e mi. mi wile pakala. pimeja li tawa insa kon mi. jan ala li ken sona e pilin ike mi. toki musi o, sina jan pona mi wan taso. telo pimeja ni li telo loje mi, li ale mi. tenpo ale la pimeja li lon. hello, computer reporting! Damn man, I'm almost at twenty Being focused on the past, guck' die Bilder auf mein Handy Time to sit in the front, I've always been in the backseat Now I'm really ready to eat like I'm in a canteen Yeah, I got nothing to lose Gonna act like I got no issues to remove 'Cause what am I really supposed to do? That's the life I chose, how could I be such a goof? I never leave my house and I never do my chores But there is something about these pixels That give me tingles I've never felt before Please turn the lights off and close the door Feeling down bad, not making enough of the number count Self-hate over effort but doesn't matter if I wonder now Providing content like I'm rotted in a slaughterhouse You can push me up, I will always push me down

jejune, i'm a childish boy dont ask me how i feel, never have days i rejoice real soon, i might be able to put out some noise just the problems out of sight, you know, avoid jejune, i'm a childish boy dont ask me how i feel, never have days i rejoice real soon, i might be able to put out some noise just the problems out of sight, you know, avoid man haelo, why can't you just love yourself? man haelo, why can't you just get some help? just to let you know i'm here for you just act normal, don't act like you're twelve i'm always getting tired bout myself on occasion always having ghosts around me, having altercations they disturb my opportunities for me to take it can't stand myself and just face it i would rather lay straight and fly havin someone on my ear whispering "you will be scared like never before" and die im agnostic, i dont know if i will touch the sky im so ignorant in my eyes jejune, i'm a childish boy dont ask me how i feel, never have days i rejoice real soon, i might be able to put out some noise just the problems out of sight, you know, avoid jejune, i'm a childish boy dont ask me how i feel, never have days i rejoice real soon, i might be able to put out some noise just the problems out of sight, you know, avoid i'm a, i'm a childish boy never have days that i rejoice never have days that i rejoice

problems over solution can barely even focus on my own improvement preoccupations, yeah, they keep themself so heavy heavy like a chevy, corny like a rap beef corny like the underground, sensibilities that i never felt start the music then i fuck around and fuck around, tryna make a sound never thought of having a time of affection even talking with anybody nor my best friend feel like i'm constantly fighting shy of reality remember i savored the fucking hatred inside of me? despite all these varieties of my thoughts feeded by the society i won't even question my own fucking anxiety but somehow i'm not giving up by any means but somehow i'm not giving up by any means the process will stand out to all of my enemies crossing the border, crossing the border, i'm having a mental crisis shit, fuck, it might be hard to find bliss i think my ass is not strong enough to fight this put a little attention seek to my juice like i won't mind shit i just realize i don't give myself enough credit so i credit myself as a dumb guy who survived the most dead ends it kind of depends but it can happen that i do have common sense for like a second i have enough, i have enough turn me into a crumb, turn me into a crumb i have enough, i have enough turn me into a crumb, turn me into a crumb

[Intro: D'Haelo] Do you know how long I'm dreamin' to defeat me Off the bullshit for a reason in my life Just to feel a little bliss in my repulsive eyes Feelings I can't even describe hittin' on me lately But maybe I shouldn't be lazy But I continue the attitude of the laziness daily And I can't do nothing better than complaining And hating the view of someone else's plate, no thanks I don't need affirmations, I have enough for today The last bite [Verse: D'Haelo] Man, why you so influenced by some shady gossip? Pussy mad, he be listening to crazy comments They do be trying shit while having lazy prospects I mean dude, be productive Fuck the nonsense or whatever you do in your zany closet In tricky conditions, you aren't even your own savior "As if you like to go outside to take a view at nature" Hell no, you stopped talking bout yourself You've failed on strangers And you see that too so please can you do me a favor? When you're already trying to give up at life Don't try lying 'bout how everything is in flux and nice If your living is misfortune then it's not our bad luck Who gives a fuck about you not being able to solve equations Maybe read them books instead of hanging on the "PlayStation" Dude, shut the fuck up, you don't see anything in my smiles so vacant [Bridge: D'Haelo] You see the world blind, oh my Misfortunes never come so singly But you let your spirit die Oh no [Verse: Cortez] A shot of dopamine when the algorithm hits Packed a bowl of serotonin and passed it to my bitch Trashed a paperback of raps explaining every reason I have to hate this shit Like empty magazines, a thousand cliques Lazy rhyming schemes, a direct rip Steady riding influencer dick From the threads to the gadgets to the rappers To the dances and the lips Ctrl + C, Ctrl + V, CTRL + B Like looping on the DAW You’re the same beat I laid on the playlist screen Everything is sampled Like H-Town, I chopped and screwed it You took the flow, like six flags constant looping How you take the swag and can’t do any cool shit with it? Gap tooth net junk, no questions bout the grouping [Outro: Cortez] How in the hell am I getting by? When I’m my worst enemy I’ve laid out all my things tonight Leaving it all behind

All of a sudden, all of a sudden All of a sudden, I got a pain in my neck (Woah) All of a sudden, all of a sudden All of a sudden, my hands are covered in sweat (Woah) All of a sudden, all of a sudden All of a sudden, I got a pain in my neck (Woah) All of a sudden, all of a sudden All of a sudden, my hands are covered in sweat (Woah) Got two days in a row Add one more and I'll be done No one of my friends know I've been lost in my trust Can't really trust them too, it ain't bearable to clutch My head better pay the rent Before I make a nudge Familiar faces, they want to get the best of me But I've been fantasizing my own utopia, most definitely No outlook into the future, the world is ruled by their false pleas At the end of the day, I'm my worst enemy All of a sudden, all of a sudden All of a sudden, I got a pain in my neck (Woah) All of a sudden, all of a sudden All of a sudden, my hands are covered in sweat (Woah) All of a sudden, all of a sudden All of a sudden, I got a pain in my neck (Woah) All of a sudden, all of a sudden All of a sudden, my hands are covered in sweat (Woah)

If I had the decision of being a musician or a schmuck I don't know Or even the decision, seeking a different vision or sit in a bus I don't know Do I believe in any God or is there a doubt? I don't know Will all of this matter when I got a piece of paper in my hands when I'm out? I don't know i don't know do you know? Wake up in the mornin', sweaty sweater on me No time to kick my feet up Hit my table when I'm angry, always able to cry, I'm ready Man, I do need a cleanup One more thing feels like a whole story spoken Grinning fuck face whenever I'm telling bogus Wasting my time like some money on casinos like more than sixfold Give away free information like Bino like, woah I don't know this, I don't know that I don't know this, I don't know that Don't wanna go back, don't give me throwbacks Can't interact, can't stay matter-of-fact I don't know this, I don't know that I don't know this, I don't know that Don't wanna go back, don't give me throwbacks Can't interact, can't stay matter-of-fact If I had the decision of being a musician or a schmuck I don't know Or even the decision, seeking a different vision or sit in a bus I don't know Do I believe in any God or is there a doubt? I don't know Will all of this matter when I got a piece of paper in my hands when I'm out? I don't know How you gon keep trying when you always reach your limit Always live in an inconvenience Always live in an inconvenience Always live in an inconvenience

You tell me that silence is nearer to peace than poems but if for my gift I brought you silence (for I know silence) you would say This is not silence this is another poem and you would hand it back to me Gift is a life in which you see the memories you want to live The man in mirror doesn't believe in his conscious guilt Yet he wanna make them proud just like his mama did with him Gift is the perspective of someone who can't get it together The man in mirror doesn't trust himself under the weather Yet he wanna make them feel bad like his father did with him Perhaps gift could be an awakening of the sounds of quiet whistles The man in mirror can't handle being sent into a mood of abyssal Yet he wanna leave them in shadows like his family did with him And maybe I should know Gift is I can wake up and breathe Put warm food in me Yet I wanna push my *** off like all of my friends do With me Restrained In my own pipe dream digging In the trash for the meaning of vitality

[D'Haelo] On a new day I lose balance Friday noonday Here comes the thought of sweet absence Finally, something to be glad then Drive off this project, it's not canon Drive off this world tonight, that's it Drive off this world tonight, that's it Last night, I called my worry eater Said: it clearly needs more appetizer I've become numb and weaker My head burnt out like I'm Ghost Rider In the pile of trash, will there ever be a cloud nine? Maybe when the day ever tries to outshine I got my sleeves rolled up in the meantime Now it's time for the headline [Malware] [?]

You really trying to turn the sun upon They got all eyes on me like I'm on jumbotron You really trying to turn the sun upon They got all eyes on me like I'm on jumbotron Rub away my cold and numb hands Surrounded by know-it-alls and pretend I'm a different person than I am In my room Have a happy song once in a blue moon I would rather live my life through June (I'd rather live my life through June) Keep your essence Even when you still haven't made it Keep your essence Even when you still haven't made it You really trying to turn the sun upon They got all eyes on me like I'm on jumbotron You really trying to turn the sun upon They got all eyes on me like I'm on jumbotron Keep your essence Take a glimpse Of what could be tomorrow, oh

From afar Why do you crave the light? Outgrow your scars And the toxic traits in sight Each day, it fades away In dismay and unhappier than the last So frail, so perished To get bent out of shape Out of shape Out of shape I got a weird theory My sounds remain quiet without you Motivation winds down through The unveiling history The unveiling history The unveiling history The unveiling history From afar Why do you crave the light? Outgrow your scars And the toxic traits in sight

Out of sight, My thoughts take flight A mind unbound In the dark of night Must one be cruel To be kind and cool? Or is it a game? A twisted rule? You claim to move on, Yet linger here Caught in a loop Of hope and fear Chasing a thrill, Up a steep hill An endless chase Against your will And then lights flash fast Then fade from view Once so vivid, now a distant hue You had it right, now it's gone wrong Playing a risky game for far too long Perhaps the toll Will be paid in full Perhaps the toll Will be paid in full Then fade from view Once so vivid, now a distant hue You had it right, now it's gone wrong (It's gone wrong)